Watoto Wote Wazuri

About the author

It’s hard to believe that I wrote the first “About the Author” entry in 2009, ten years ago. I am not deleting the old entries because those are still the backdrop of how I come to write what enter here now. I have not been to Kenya for the last three years though my heart aches to return and this year I am so excited to go back there. A divorce, a change in financial status, and a house that has been prone to one disaster after another has kept me from being able to go. My practice is very busy, I am working very hard and my obligations there make it difficult to leave, but this year I will do that and be in Kenya for little shorter trip than usual. I live alone now with a dog and a cat who give me great company; my daughter Katie lives in Portland and works as a sous chef and Ryan is across the country in the San Francisco area working as a robotics software engineer. Life has certainly not been as tragically eventful as the last time I updated this page, but it has not easy either. I carry tremendous sorrow about the loss of my son, which would be with me everyday, but is also triggered by frequent reminders as the focus on the Opioid epidemic has been dramatically heightened and there is so much changing, particularly in comparison to 2013. There is reason to be hopeful now, but that is bittersweet for those of us who still grieve a loved one who has been lost to an opiate addiction. Returning to Kenya is such a bright spot because I know it always fills my heart and connects me to the appreciation and gratitude which I have for the most valuable parts of life and living.

I am updating this as we get close to our 2015 trip to Kenya. This year, as well as last,  I returned to Kenya with a heavy heart because there has been so much heartbreak in my personal life. In December of 2013, my son Brendan died. There is no heartache and sadness that could ever be more intense than losing a child.



Right after I returned from from my trip in 2014, my previously very healthy 78 year old mother had a horrible stroke and passed away after 4 long months of struggling with devastating disabilities.

My Mom My Mom

The time since December 2013 has been excruciating painful, beyond imagination. This work in Kenya, my connection to the beautiful country and to the warm, spirited and gracious people has been a bright spot in my life when I have needed one more than ever before. The power of working with wonderful and compassionate people, friends and fellow volunteers, dedicated to this common cause has sometimes been the thing that has carried me. And though I give in to others in this work, it gives so much to me; it fills my heart, touches my soul, and helps me to find hope in a world that has been so filled with sadness and heartbreak.  Though I will never be the same, this experience continues to be part of my healing and the ongoing process of finding the new me and I am so grateful to have this as part of my life.  (January, 2015)

I wrote the entry below in 2009 when preparing for the trip and thought I should update it though didn’t want to change it as I feel rather attached to what I wrote then. The children are older now–our daughter is 25 and has graduated from college and living independently, the boys are 22, one has finished a training program at the Masonry school and the other is a graduate student in robotics. I am now over five years out from my diagnosis of breast cancer and feeling healthy and extraordinarily grateful. I continue to be passionate about my work on behalf of mothers with postpartum depression and between that and my psychiatric practice I generally work too hard. I have far more creative ideas for art work, photography, writing, than I ever have time for and probably will ever have time for, but hope that I will get to more of them in time.  Someday I will slow down and get to more of them……….maybe, I hope. In the meantime, things like this blog give me a little bit of a creative outlet while allowing me to share this amazing experience and spread the word about the tremendous needs that exist in another part of the world and hope that perhaps someone else might be inspired to get involved in the richness of a similar experience that opens your heart and broadens your world as it has for me. (October 2013)

My name is Lynn Ouellette (aka P. Lynn Ouellette) and I am a psychiatrist, mother of 3 children, a 21 year old daughter and 18 year old twin boys, living in Maine with my husband, also a physician who specializes in hospice and palliative medicine. I am lucky to make my living as a psychiatrist, a very meaningful profession that lends me the privelege of being allowed into people’s lives in a very unique and often touching way.

As I mentioned in one of my posts, we are lucky to have 3 healthy children, all of whom are moving into adulthood, a process that we watch with a mixture of pride, awe, sometimes anxiety, and a bittersweet missing of of their childhoods.

In addition to my work and family, my other passion in life is art of many varieties, most often digital photography, but I also love pinhole photography, vintage cameras, painting, and trying just about any new medium, even occasionally poetry. I am incredibly fortunate to have made a powerful connection with a group of women artists who have have been together as a group for almost 7 years. From them I have learned a great deal about art, creativity, the synergism of creating in a group and much more. My gravatar is a collection of prints from the “circle project”, one of the many impromtu projects of our week long summer art retreats affectionately referred to as “art camp”.

Almost 2 years ago I was diagnosed with breast cancer, an experience that has certainly taught me a lot about gratitude and examining what is important in life, but also a lot about the power of my personal connection with people. It also showed me how much people are able to reach outside themselves and give, even and especially those who have challenging lives and would seem to have the hardest time giving. Many people gave a lot to me during the time of my treatment and I was profoundly touched by that; it was incredibly sustaining.

In my work, and I guess as I have moved through my life, it has become a passion for me to speak up for people who don’t have the ability, for whatever reason, to speak up for themselves. It’s taken me a long time to develop some skill at this, but I’ve gotten better at it over the years. Here in Maine, it has been channeled into speaking up for depressed mothers and their babies and I guess you could say that it is an extension of that passion that takes me to Africa.

If you would like more information about the trip, the projects, etc, you can reach me at plopsymd@gmail.com . (2009)

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  1. Julie Criscitiello Wise said, on 02/09/2010 at 6:23 pm

    Hi Lynn,
    Adele, my 5th grade JA student/daughter brought home a note today about the “Art of Giving” exchange. Of course I recognized your name and was thrilled to find your blog here. What a wonderful way to reconnect with you. At this point, I have glanced through your entries and looked at a few pictures but I am looking forward to sitting down with Adele and reading this together. Dinner is calling.


    • Lynn said, on 02/10/2010 at 6:54 am

      Hi Julie,

      I”m so glad to hear from you! I can’t believe your daughter is a fifth grader. I”m glad she was able to participate. It’s been amazing for me and the art exchange has been so great. I plan to do some kind of presentation at the Frontier fro families in the spring.


  2. Suzanne Van Fleet said, on 05/30/2012 at 3:52 pm


    I leave this Tuesday to spend the summer volunteering in Nyumbani Village. Your blog brought tears to my eyes as I got to read about your experiences with the amazing people that make the Village such a unique and special place. I can’t wait for my journey!

    Your fellow volunteer,



    • Lynn Ouellette said, on 05/30/2012 at 4:08 pm

      Great to “meet you” Suzanne! I’m sure that you too will have an amazing and life changing experience! I can’t wait to return next January!


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